Friday, July 01, 2005
why do you have to lie to me? u told me it was ur cuziN....
and me being the dumb-ass clown went on believing u...
was it really ur cuziN? cos i found out from someone
that it was a fren of urs...
a guy fren... and frm wad i see
u prefer sms'in him to talking to me? i noe i'm boring...
things would get better
if it was a 2-way conversation
instead of a question and answer session for me...
here i am crackin my head
tryna start a conversation,
there u are sms'in him...
then wad's the point of me callin u?
if u dun wanna tok to me u dun haf to
but y do you haf to lie to me
tellin me that it was ur cuzziN?
if he was really a fren,
y is it so hard for u just to tell me?
i've oways tried to love...
but i feel like u're preventing me
someway... somehow... i just can't explain...
u noe... i was told u dun like me anymore
and that u stayed on wif me
cos u dun wanna hurt my feelings...
well... let me tell ya now... i'm more hurt to noe
that u dun like me anymore...
u dun haf to keep this relationship
if u dun wan to... i was never forcing u to keep it...
wads the point of keeping this relationship if it ain't
gonna progress in anyway? just leave me....
maybe it will hurt me less...
and maybe it would make u feel better
better cos i'm no longer a part of ur life....
if u wanna noe the truth...
i reali couldn't care bout this..
i was forced to care less...
u told me that if a guy ask for a break-up
the guy is a playboy... so lemme ask u this...
wad if the guy dun really like the gurl's attitude
and can no longer take it... and asked for a break-up?
is he considered a playboy?
yes? no? maybe? u dun noe?
well this is kinda how this is...
i can't really take it... anymore..
the more i think of it..
the more it hurts... or maybe...
we were just never meant to be....
this shit is to tell u
and all the peEpx out there how i feel...
if u peEpx got anything to say...
just tag on my tagboard aight?
** everday i love u less and less **
Berkatilah perhubungan kami =) ;
x 9:33 PM